Thursday, January 30, 2014

Sudden burst of joy.

Today, 515 days after Lynn's death, I feel a little bit lighter… I'm smiling more easily... I ran around dancing and wrestling with Alea for most of the morning just for fun… without it feeling forced, or the weighted down by sorrow...

Today, I feel a sudden burst of joy.

Is it possible that I am beginning to see the fruit after a long hard season of sowing without reaping? Is it possible that my feet are standing in the Jordan River, the waters are beginning to part, and stretched out before me is the Land that God had promised? The Land of freedom and joy, fruit everlasting, and eternal life?

Do streams of living water really come? Does joy in the morning really actually come???

I think we are about to find out...


  1. amen amen amen hallelujah amen amen amen hallelujah

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  3. Praise God. Keep pouring out into Natasha and her girls - Holy Spirit.

  4. Wonderful to hear this joy-full news. Yes, joy does come in the morning, and we're looking forward to hearing more as new mornings unfold for you.